So I am trying to read and write at least once a day to help build those skills. I seem to get tired easy when doing that so I want to stay on top of that.
So when someone tells you that you have a for threatening disease it is surreal. No one truly understands what goes through your own head. It's different than experiencing disease and death with a loved one. When a loved one is sick you are concerned about them...never once thinking about yourself. When you find out you are sick your concern is on your loved ones and making sure you are around for them. You want to do everything possible to get better for them. People try to understand or "relate" in different ways, but they really don't know.
I pray everyday that this surgery worked! The days I feel somewhat better I jinx myself and then the next day I'm exhausted and symptomatic. Too much commotion is unnerving so I am looking forward to the kids going back to school and a little quiet healing time. I
Love my kids so much but boy can they talk and whine! Lol. I wouldn't trade it for the world though!