It's been a full week straight of headaches, aches, pains, being tired, no energy, barely can focus, ears ringing, left side tingling! So people think once you have the surgery you are cured and that everything works. Wrong. The procedure I had can take up to a year to have the new blood vessel attach and get the blood flowing.
What is frustrating me even more is the fact my neurologists secretary is a flake! I leave messages with no response. I had to call my neurosurgeon secretary to get in touch with him. It's frustrating being an hour and a half away from a hospital that is equipped to deal with this disease. Baystate is a joke and their ER is filled with Massachusetts finest.
I have been back to work for almost 2 months now and it's draining me and making me feel worse. I love how 6 weeks after brain surgery I was being forced to go back. I clearly wasn't ready. My body still isn't healed and i am paying for it now.
So I pray everyday that God throws us no more curveballs and that my children will have a mother.
I, of course try to remain positive through all of this but I am having a moment of weakness which I think I deserve. I can't always be strong. I am allowed to worry and be concerned.
I just want my health back....
What is frustrating me even more is the fact my neurologists secretary is a flake! I leave messages with no response. I had to call my neurosurgeon secretary to get in touch with him. It's frustrating being an hour and a half away from a hospital that is equipped to deal with this disease. Baystate is a joke and their ER is filled with Massachusetts finest.
I have been back to work for almost 2 months now and it's draining me and making me feel worse. I love how 6 weeks after brain surgery I was being forced to go back. I clearly wasn't ready. My body still isn't healed and i am paying for it now.
So I pray everyday that God throws us no more curveballs and that my children will have a mother.
I, of course try to remain positive through all of this but I am having a moment of weakness which I think I deserve. I can't always be strong. I am allowed to worry and be concerned.
I just want my health back....