So I've had a few people get insulted that I haven't attended their summer parties, cook outs etc. I had one friend tell me "they get the message"
To set everyone straight I have had several small strokes and TWO brain surgeries in a 16 month period. That's a lot! So no I don't want to be in large groups of people, I can barely handle the sun light. What little energy I have is geared towards my children because being a good mom and healing has been another struggle I am dealing with.
I'm physically and mentally tired. I get daily headaches, have low BP, get dizzy..the list goes on. Like everything it takes time to heal. People need to understand..even my own husband has been guilty of thinking I can walk on water After this surgery. I'm not there yet.
The summer is my favorite month and believe me next year I will be more than happy to attend events, but right now I'm focusing on me.
On the bright side Mark bought me a gorgeous aquamarine and diamond ring! The aquamarine stone is known to have healing powers so heal away! It was nice to get such a beautiful gift from him.
Xo