Have you ever had something lingering around that won't go away? That's how I have felt for the past 16 months. I have constantly been advocating for myself to get the care I need. I feel a bundle of emotions. I'm mad that I feel like I was not cared for properly by my doctor. I feel like my intuition trumps his Harvard education. I'm even more pissed I have to go through surgery and recovery again. However, I am thankful for a second chance! I'm thankful I will come home to my family.
Today I ran around like a nutcase! So much to do before I leave. So happy I decided to take today off of work! I bought myself some comfy clothes and PJs for recovery and treated myself to a nice mani and pedi!
I'm leaving tomorrow. I know the kids will be in good hands, but I've never been away from them for this long! I think the longest I was away from Kadyn was a week for our honeymoon!
Well pray for a safe flight because I hate flying ever since 9/11! Xo